I am running away from my thoughts and mindfucks that I have and that are constantly chasing me. I tried to convince myself that these thoughts are harmless and if I am thinking and making conversations in my head which I am aware of, then this is nothing to worry about. But this was just an exuse for hiding me and my little voices in my head so I could be safe in my little bubble - the mind. Well...actually it is not that little at all! So this little or not so little bubble is trying to suck my life out of me and make me a robot that needs energy for its survival. It's trying pretty hard and its pretty effective but I will fight until this bubble will pop.
So Ajda, face yourself, get brutal and stop, stop, STOP!
Hey Ajda
OdgovoriIzbrišicool you're starting to write yourself to freedom, enjoy!
Hi!
OdgovoriIzbrišiI have to start writing and by getting brutal I ment exactly what you told me - realize self within the mess that I have accepted and allowed. And this is some serious shit that I was hiding from and not wanting or willing to accept, so I have to push myself and starting to do something about it.
I will take the course, probably I will sign myself in the middle of September, when my next paycheck arrives :)
Thank you for comments and support!
Cool Ajda that you've started the war on your mind.
OdgovoriIzbrišiOr should you make a peace of mind instead? ;)